For The Love Of Dragons..

I really feel so disappointed and somehow depressed for not being able to watch "How To Train Your Dragon" last Friday on the big screen. It was so regretful that I still cant drop the thought of it until now. If only I watched it the moment or few days after I've heard that it was already aired.. *sigh* (sob sob).

I have always loved Dragons ever since I was a kid. Though I know that most "kids" or people do, I just cant shake the feeling off; just as how I love anime. I can even remember the days wherein I got really obsessed about dragons and stuff. And even though dragons are said to be eternal rivals, I still love them both. And hey, I'm born under the year of the tiger. So if they're really eternal rivals, how come such feeling of rivalry or hatred and stuff dont run through my veins against dragons.. it's even the other way around... nyahaha

I'd really like to share a lot of things with regards to dragons right now; but it seems my mood and energy are roaming around somewhere. I'll get back to this dragon thingy the moment I can feel the fiery force coming through.. nyahaha. Anyway, I just hope one of my friends can give me a satisfying copy of the movie before I'll drive myself crazy. And this made me long for other dragon-related movies.. hmm... I better go find a copy of the Dragonheart. - ciao :D

Life.. or Something Like it... ^_^

Oh yeah, I am now officially a 24 year old "semi-adult." Why the term? Well, it's because I still cant find a good direction. I mean, what the heck have I been doing all this time? Where am I heading to or why am I here? Thinking about your purpose in life, kinda sucks. And so I just keep on living for the moment. Cant I just live for today? Do I really have to worry about the future?

Well, it's not that I dont think about my future. But getting anxious about it may just shorten your life. Stress can be deadly, you know. And so I just enjoy living every moment of my life; though, not really. I mean, in life, things dong always go your way. No matter how good a planner you are, loads of things can hinder you from getting what you want. And usually, the path that you've never thought of, is actually the one that's meant for you. So dont go cursing all the roadblocks you get to deal with along the way. Those sources of pain and suffering would actually become your strength and driving force to keep moving on.

Days before my birthday, I have encountered so many heartbreaking stuff and realized a lot of things which I normally ignore. It's like I came to my senses. I was being tested and forced to make very difficult decisions. Every step I took was so damn hard I never thought I could make it. But I know, such things would keep on coming. And though they may be hard or would try to take the best out of me, they will never be impossible to defeat. Just how mysterious, challenging and beautiful life can be.