Up For Grabs

4.08.2010

2.4

My 24th birthday is fast approaching and I never thought that, like last year, I'd be busy as hell. Busy with summer getaways and gatherings, that is. I am thinking of giving myself some challenges. At first, I thought of doing them on my 25th; but why not do it now, eh? Who knows, I wont live long anymore. We really cant predict our lives, anyway. I want to come out of my shell and explore the real essence of living. It sucks to be stuck in a routine kind of life. And so I'm letting my adventurous side out. Since loads of things are trying to bug me these days, I might as well pour them out to declutter my mind. So let me share to you 24 things that I organized through various categories:
 
4 Things I learned along the way...

- People who expect a lot and demand too much are always likely not to get what they want.. and even need.

- No matter how many friends you have, though they're the best ones, there'll always come a time that you'd feel alone or would even choose to be. But your own self, your real lifetime best friend, would always come to the rescue and would never fail to keep you company.

- The world is so vast.. yet when you go to the right places (unexpectedly), you'll be surprised and amazed of how smart and gifted a lot of people are... makes me wonder just how magnificent life really is if you only live it to the fullest.

- You will hurt people around you either because you really care.. or you just dont.

4 Things I'll Always Remember...

- The feeling after someone you never thought would talk to you would make an effort to do so.

- The strenght and perseverance of my mother and those painful expriences that made us all strong and better persons.

- The gratitude of having wonderful friends and being blessed while others are so unfortunate.

- Whenever you feel the drive, the inspiration and the timing go hand in hand, keep moving and dont give up without fighting.

4 Things I miss...

- The laughter of a complete family and the reunion with once close relatives
- Being pampered so dearly despite throwing tantrums, being so selfish and stupid.
- School, the clean river and beaches, the many trees and green sceneries.
- Talking and being with people who were always with you when you were younger...

4 Things I'm Afraid of...

- Losing important memories
- Spider (Thanks to Jimmy I slightly overcame it)
- Making decsions which are not only wrong but can hurt those people I love
- Not being able to tell my loved ones that I really do care.. despite being like "this"..

4 Things I Want To Do But Still Cant...

- Travel around the world!!! lol
- Martial Arts/kung Fu? Well, I can If I Really Want to.. ;)
- Karting/kart race
- Engage into some serious or romantic relatioships/commitment? lols

4 Things I'll Dare To Myself...

- talk to "selected" strangers... not for long, of course.. lol
- hug and/or kiss (people I like/love, of course..lol) as much as possible.. even just for a day :)
- walkathon? or explore local places..
- make my friends dare me.. ahahah